It ain't easy...

Obsession-1.Compulsive preoccupation with a fixed idea or an unwanted feeling or emotion, often accompanied by symptoms of anxiety.
2.A compulsive, often unreasonable idea or emotion.

I am forced to agree more with the second definition. It is so hard to admit that we're obsessed with something,because the word "obsession" has such a strong conotation,and often is associated with being a "loony".
At different stages of our lifes we are going to be faced with being obsessed with something,when we're kids -our toys! when we are teens-our friends! when we become adults-someone! when we get to middle age-with being younger...and so on!

The one that I hate the most, is being obsessed with someone,because besides being creepy it makes you lose time...you may find yourself,in the middle of the night,with your cell phone in hand,typing "If you can't say no,just think about me...",than you realize how fucking ridiculous you are,delete the whole thing,and go write in your blog instead...LOL!(jk) But really...if we are wasting our precious seconds,minutes and hours obsessing over someone,its time we could be investing in something more productive.


I'm trying to focus on myself now,starting by changing some really silly patterns that I've been living in for almost a year,it's not easy,but it possible...there's something that gets me going forward...self-respect! And this time,I will do it,for real!

In the "end",I will let y'all know the results...right now if I had a cell phone in hand,I would type "If you can't say no,say yes...then cry about it."

'Till next time. =)