Validation

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cbk980jV7Ao


Watch This!!! =)

Dear Diary! =)

7.31 am-I had the most amazing 4 days of the month,(so far)you know why? Because FINALLY I'm surronding myself with people who are worth my time,and oh boy!are they unbelivable or what???I have all this ENERGY that comes from my Soul!!!

Since I was a little girl,I used to hear people say:"smile and the World smiles right back at ya"-and it actually does!!!I just have all this power and new found strenght inside of me,I've never been happier,and people around me notice:
-"Ana you're glowing!"
-"Ana you are the embodiment of happiness!"
-"Ana you're always laughing!"
-"Ana you are Dennis The Menace!"-my personal fav!lol
-"Ana you're always making people laugh!"

Well to the people who told me this,you met the real Ana! That's me! All natural,NO PRESERVATIVES OR CONSERVATIVES! ahahahahahahahaha!

I met some new people,and I let some people that I always thought were cool into my life,and I'm so glad I did! People with bad vibes don't even come close,they can't handle it,my compassion is to much!they don't understand it,therefore they fear it.Silly people!I gots love for y'all! ahahahahah!

I've had some gentlemen ( about 68...ok maybe 6,lol) kissing my hand,and that one never gets old! I like it a lot! And I do feel like a lady because they don't do it to everyone,(I'm sober and paying attention so I see what I want to see,eheheheheh),and this "kissing hand thing" made me come to the happy conclusion that,you can't buy class it's born with us,you either have or you don't.And plus,you know when it's real or fabricated,all I can say is that mine wasn't bought in Chinatown,it came with the WHOLE PACKAGE!

I'm a lucky person! =)

picture by Artur Cabral

Day I (shows in Portugal)

photo by: Filipe Ferreira
Show: Ricardo Preto

Ice

Last night I had a very interesting dream with Ice,and here's the meaning according to the internet:

Ice Dream Meaning

Psychological Meaning: Water can show the creative flow of the feelings but as ice it shows how feelings are petrified and progress is stopped. You may feel emotionally paralysed so pay more attention to your emotional life and become more attuned to your affections. Perhaps you feel that a situation requires you to ‘cut the ice’? You need to again experience warm wholesome feelings expressed with sincerity. Love will melt your frozen heart.


So I have a frozen heart? What else is news? I hope tonight I dream with a HUGE ice cube!!!

Sweet Dreams y'all!

"Your Ex-Lover is Dead"-by Stars

"God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...

Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

I'm not sorry there's nothing to save..."


Yes darling! Your Ex-Lover is Dead...My condolences!
She told me to tell you two things:

-“One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching.”

-“Every man dies - Not every man really lives.” by William Ross Wallace

Back in Lisbon

Yesterday,I was waiting until last minute for a phone call from my American agencies saying that they got me a job,therefore I couldn't come to Lisbon...but it didn't happen! So I landed in Portugal @ 5:45am , jumped on a cab,got home,saw my brother's face and he made it all better!

I really didn't want to come,because I'm not as productive here nor do I have that much to do...hmmm,but I'll manage.Plus I'm going to be working most of the time anyways.

Well the reason why I didn't want to come,was because of some people's mentality:posers,people that spend most time keeping up appearances, people that have a lifestyle that I disaprove of...and I wouldn't be worried if I didn't have to deal with them...but it's Fashion Week here,SO THEY ARE TAKING OVER!!!!!!!AAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH! Even though I try to keep myself distant from them, it's kind of impossible ,and the biggest problem is that they are blood and energy suckers. I need to chant a lot for their souls and for me to have patience to be cordial with them.

I must admit I'm excited to work with the designers here,to see some people I haven't seen in a while,and to have fun in general =D

Wise word by Lady Gaga

"Some women choose to follow men,and some women choose to follow their dreams,If you're wondering which way to go,remember that your career will never wake up and tell you it doesn't love you anymore"