clap,clap,clap!

All done!!! all done,all done,all done!!! Just one more time, ALL FUCKING DONE!!! Ladies and Gentleman the "clutter" is gone. Seriously! I'm not playing! I "cleaned the closet",and now I have even more room for me...it's funny how I decided to fill the "void" in my life with myself! With my dreams,my friends,and the things I enjoy,and specially my DETERMINATIONS!
I must admit that I have to thank the clutter for being a part of my house and my life for so long,because by looking at it everyday I got so fed up,that I said to myself..."Damn girl...still?" and so Wednesday March 3rd of 2010, it has left the building,this clutter was nice enough to leave me,and to leave room for some better things to come along,and if I tell you that I see those things in the horizon,I'm not lying to you.

Is it me or life is Good? =)

shhhhh....

The walls say white,the cupboard says glass,the fridge says food,the floor says wood,the tv says everything,the windows say snow,my bed says dreams,my closet says crowded,my couch says lay down,the ceiling says dance...all this in the deepest silence...a silence that echoes my soul and fills me with peace.

Jackie's tea in a cool Cup! =)

Future Love (lyrics)

"My past love
Was so cold and insincere
When I needed a love to rely on
Looked around and no one was here

My past love
Was a love with hopes running high
When I needed somebody beside me
I just had you saying goodbye

With that holding on
I'll do this for my Future Love
I'm keeping my mind feeling strong
I'll do this for my Future Love
I'm keeping my soul here together
I'll do this for my Future Love
I make sure my new love is better
I'll do this for my Future Love

My past love
Was a love that cheated and left
When I thought I had a love to guide me
All I had was pain and regret

With that holding on
I'll do this for my Future Love
I'm keeping my mind feeling strong
I'll do this for my Future Love
I'm keeping my soul here together
I'll do this for my Future Love
I make sure my new love is better
I'll do this for my Future Love

Hopes running high..."

=)

I feel One with the World and my Mind! How do you like me now? =D

It's not me,it's you!

I started the week the best way possible,chanting,gym,hanging out with my friends,and just being happy in general. =D

We all went to luch at " something,something pitti" (I forgot the name,I know it ends in pitti though),it's on 6th avenue and Houston,an Italian restaurant. The conversation was great,I taunted John as usual,actually everybody did! We spoke about marriage,cheating,and other interesting stuff I can't remember,but it was really ,really interesting. We also went to the movies to watch "Cop Out"! I love Tracy Morgan,he reminds me of my dad!ahaahahahah! When the movie was over I sang "DON'T CRY FOR ME ARGENTINA" coming down the escalators, and I ended up embarassing my friends,as usual =). If I was famous I would entertain the paparazzi a lot " Yo,let's take pictures of this loony and sell it for twenty bucks"ahahahahah!

Now I'm @ Fontaine's house(his name was changed to protect his identity,lol), I'm hanging out with "ma girlzzz" ,eating blackberries ,and I just asked out loud "AM I WEIRD?" and Jackie said, "Of course you are!What kind of question is that?!" I totally am...AND I LOVE IT!

So,I went to the supermarket and started dancing there,and then I spoke to every employee at Whole Foods and made them laugh,I like to think I'm making their day more intresting,lol,then we went to the street and while Jackie was hailing a cab,I yelled "WE WANT A CAB!" in the middle of Union Square...and one stopped! (Jackie says it was her hailing ...but deep down she knows the truth),then we spoke about her adventure in Brasil on the way home.

We got home 30 minutes ago,she made her African tea,I chatted on-line with "ma peepzzzz" ,and I had the great news that I'm working in LA on Thursday (I'll be laughing all the way to the bank,ahahahahh).

Now I'm crying watching an animal abuse comercial! They run over a cow,and the cats are all blind and shit... =.(....these fucking comercials always get me.

(a couple of minutes later)

I feel better,and I came to the conclusion whoever doesn't like me,it's not me...it's them! Good 4 me!

I want more blackberries, but I'm lazy.BLAH!

xoxo

Countdown...

I'm 2 days away from total inner peace, I'm "Cleaning out my closet" like they say,and it feels pretty awesome! I love being determined about these things that have to go!

I'm shutting down all the mess that was in my life, and its easier than I was thinking, the reason why I didn't know it's because I didn't really try it before.

I just want Peace & Love in my life, exactly in that order.

Yesterday someone reinforced my mind about something I'm going to start doing in April,apparently(general opinion) I'm pretty good at it...and to think that I didn't do it before to let "others" shine...which they didn't by the way.

What did I learn from it? To not hide my talents from the World,sooner or later they come out even as in a joke as it did yesterday.

"Uh-oh HOT DOG!!!"