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Monday, April 18, 2011
Wanting versus Needing
-You know that feeling of really wanting something? -Of course! Who doesn't? -Well, how about when you get it? How do you react? -I get extremely happy obviously! -Hmmm....is it that obvious? -Wait a minute, you're confusing me...If you really wanted something and then you got it you should be happy. -What if it's not something material? -Then you should be even happier. -I'm not. -What is this about? -It's about us,there I said it... -So you don't want to be with me? -I thought I did, I mean I think I do, but I´m a mess now. -You´ve always been a mess ,so what else is new? -It´s different this time, I´m totally infatuated with you but this emotional turmoil is taking over me ,I need help. -I can help you! -No you can´t ,it has to come from within. -But, what about me? - I need to focus on myself , as much as I want to be with you I need to find out who did I become and what kind of person would I have to be in order to be happy. -You´re perfect to me, just the way you are. -I´m a perfect imperfection just the way I am. -I never asked you to change. -I need to change for me, not for you or the World. -Are you sure that I can´t help? -I´m positive. -Now what? -Now I´m going this way. -Will we meet again? -If our wants and needs are in synch then, I´m sure we will.