What next?

7.30am- woke up from a "Crazy" pleasant dream- I wanted it...

11.30am-woke for the second time "Crazy dream part II"-still wanted it

1.30pm-Got out of bed-didn't want it.

4.30pm-phone in hand,ready to do something crazy!-wasn't sure if I wanted it.

5.05pm-7.00-forgot about it!

7.02pm-00.20am- totally out of my mind,it's ridiculous how much I THINK I want it,but when I IMAGINE IT happening...I kinda can't imagine it...funny? maybe for some,crazy? TOTALLY!

Will I be over it once I wake up? Hell Yeah! Will I regret even considering it?...Absolutely...NOT!

I feel what I feel.

xo